||[Jan. 15th, 2008|10:19 am]
I signed the papers to study abroad in brussels this summer! Europe here i come..FINALLY. I am really really excited to go to Europe and to go on another adventure. Even if I do invest myself emotionally into it, its better then just being here and having nothing really exciting going on. So now that I signed up for that, I have also decided that I am going to stay in E.Lansing during the summer and take a course during the first term and work where I am working now, then go on the study abroad for july, stay there about a week after so I can travel through Europe and then go back home for a week or so before school starts again. I'm really excited that I figured that out. My parents are really bummed that I'm not coming home for the summer and that they won't get to see me again for a while because I am going to Miami for spring break. I really miss them too, but i don't know what else to do really.
Life is still going pretty steady...which kind of scares me because I feel that at any moment shit is just going to hit the fan and I will be falling downhill into the same nonsense that was first semester. I just want something exciting to happen in my life..I guess i have to wait 25 days for that to happen AKA my 21st birthday. I am really excited about that. I'm getting a limo with my closest friends and we are driving to another city to have dinner and then coming back here to the bars. It will be nice to hang out with people from work outside of work. Speaking of work, the guy who i really liked at work got fired...and that made me really really sad. Everytime he was at work, it was just a lot more fun, we would joke around and just talk a lot and it made going into work worth while. And now...it kind of sucks again. And this shit about getting promoted is just getting to be a real hassle. I don't know what I'm going to do if I don't start training next week...but it won't be good.
Theres nothing really exciting and amazing that is going on. It is all good and fun and its better then last semester where it was just crappy and the stuff that was happening was not exciting but just daunting...but, this really isn't great either. I want some fire, some passion, some adventure, ambiguity, unknown to happen in my life.